2. Even more odd is the fact that I am now more homesick than ever.
3. No, I am not drowning myself in self pity, this is hard. And no, it has nothing to do with Korea being what it is… or whatever certain people want to point the finger and say it is… this is about me missing being me. I mean the real me.
4. Stuck around the house today cause well, let’s be honest, I didn’t really have much else to do.
5. Mi Nam is doing better now. What the heck… why did I even write about Mi Nam. I mean, people read my homepage but I’m sure more of them just check it out for the cheesy pictures in hopes that I’ll flash another training picture or what not. Mi Nam, the love of my life almost got made into another speed bump here in Korea and yet I still get random emails from people off my homepage asking me for silly mundane things.
6. Found out I’m having a baby… I’m going to call him Shalom after the notorious sleazy front page Toronto Sun swinger I met in Toronto.
7. Disregard highlight #7, although, if you read any bit of my homepage you’d know that it’s not only impossible for me given my situation and physical condition, but I’d have to be seriously delusional or start doing mad drugs to even consider popping out a bowling ball and adding to the already brutal people population, never mind all the noise pollution a baby brings… and smell pollution (is that such a thing?!). Never mind what Bob Barker says on the Price is Right, people should be getting their kids spayed or neutered… Having to wait 10 minutes for an instant bank machine on a Friday at 2pm is just flat out silly.
8. Did the whole weight training today and ended up running into my new friend, Dangerously Cute, who, like the name implies, is way too cute and yet I find it refreshingly funny how his hair stays perfect throughout his workout.
9. I opted out on going to the boxing dinner party cause I’ve been in a weird mood lately and didn’t feel like being on show and I was told to closely monitor Mi Nam. Call me crazy but being asked a million questions about my trip to Canada isn’t exactly what I call fun; it's depressing. Q decided to go but reassured me that he wouldn’t be long. His “not long” turned into three hours and turned my low blood pressure to boiling and so I jumped on msn to talk to some of my friends in Canada… which… only caused me to realize the brutal truth, it’s a Friday night and I am home alone. This would never happen in Canada!!!
10. And so on that note, I got all dolled up and left the house. I posted a totally inappropriate note which I can honestly say I still don’t feel bad for writing and then I marched off down the street. What did the note say, you ask. It read:
"I waited over three hours for you. I am not your pet. I am going out. I don’t know where I am going but I am sure there will be many cute Korean boys who will want to talk to me."
Yup, that’s exactly what I wrote. I’m not proud but I’m not ashamed. As they said in Dirty Dancing, “No body puts Baby in a corner.” Well, this isn’t Dirty Dancing, it’s my life and in my life, I can proudly say, “No body puts me on a back burner”… that’s exactly what I felt like I was tonight to him, a back burner girl.
QUESTION OF THE DAY…
Does it really matter?
QUOTE OF THE DAY…
No body puts Baby in a corner.
-- from the movie Dirty Dancing
2 comments:
God, I know exactly what you mean. Boys suck. They're either that thick or they just don't get it. Either way, good for you. I hope he realized what'll happen if you keep a girl waiting. NEVER GOOD!
Yo Becca,
My pet peeve with dudes, guys who think it's ok to leave a girl waiting. Like I always say, leave me waiting and you risk another hottie scooping me up!
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