It's Wednesday already, I can't believe it.
There are moments where I feel like I'm overwhelmed with work and then there are times when I wonder if I'm doing all the work I should be. Am I working hard or working smart, that is the question. I think I'm working at my hardest but is it my smartest? I question this because looking back, I realize I've been here in the Philippines for well over a year now and what have I really done? Sometimes I think I'm still at the same spot I was last year and it scares me. I honestly don't think I am there, in the same spot that is, but I wonder if I'm as far as I should be, could be and would be if I was working at my full potential.
I hold back a lot. Hesitant about what move to make next. But looking back and realizing the amount of time that has passed by, I'm super eager to jump to the next step with Empowered.
I just want to land a space -- a place to situate Empowered, a place to open a small training boutique. A hub... the Empowered Clubhub.
I've been stalking online sites like Lamaudi for apartment space rentals but getting the brokers to respond to emails or contact me is like pulling teeth -- painful. They lack the hustle to keep up with my hustle. I bought some additional training gear online, via Lazada, and found myself getting exceptionally frustrated at all the gear I'd love to buy but have to hold back on because I simply can't carry it around with me from city to city. A simple gym ball that's super light is suddenly such a nausense because it's quite large to carry. It all comes down to one thing right now: does it fit in my gym bag?!
A gym ball? Nope.
A bosu ball? Nope.
A freestanding speedbag? Nope.
A kettlebell? Well, yes but have fun walking an hour with 15kgs in your bag. No thanks.
The frustrations are real and the frustrations are many.
Tonight's gear purchased included a yoga mat, some resistance bands, a boxing ball head piece, and small cones.
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