Missing Some Fitspiration... Tuesday, September 11

Am itching to get back to boxing.  This weight training just isn't cutting it for me.  I miss walking home and feeling absolutely exhausted and soaked to the bone from sweating it out.  I miss the coaches and my fellow boxers too -- the social side of training.  I weight train at Anytime Fitness here in BGC where only three of the trainers occasionally acknowledge me, people ticked me off with their total lack of gym etiquette, and I feel like such an outsider because I continually feel like a visitor.  

I miss System Fitness every single time I go to Anytime to train.

I can't stand big name franchises either so the fact I'm training at a franchised gym annoys me.

I prefer to train there only when Skittles trains.  When we walk in I feel like we're the badasses of the gym, there to show them what it means to really train.  Of course there are people there that do train hard but I feel like there's a lot of distracted people training half assedly.  

["Half assedly".... not a real term in the English dictionary but I'm going to use it here.]

I miss training at System Fitness because I miss the inspiration and fitspiration that came with training amongst bodybuilders, some of which were females I had become friends with and even trained.  I miss having that "goal-body-girl" there to inspire me -- that girl that had the ideal body I was training for.  Honestly, no one here, no girl that is, has the body I want.

What is my goal body?  Thicker legs, a more solid and defined core, and a perkier butt.

My goal body isn't to be skinny.  My goal body is to be scary.  

Yes, I said scary. 

I want people to look at me and know without a doubt that I workout like a beast.  That's not to say that I want to look like I have zero percent body fat or being jacked to the max, but I want to look like I could seriously kick some major butt.

"I want redefine 'beauty' for women and I want your boyfriend to be scared of me", I told my client.