More sparring today but out in the Scar.... tough town Scarborough.
Found out I'm not actually leaving for Mexico tomorrow as planned. They know the name of my opponent and I don't care to know anything about her beyond her name. I don't want to Google her, loom her up online and research her out. I just want to know the name of the person also training for this fight. Up to today it just felt like me training against myself.
I need to get to Mexico. My uniform hasn't yet arrived from Korea but I have mentally prepared myself to leave tomorrow. Now to not go tomorrow, to hold off for another day, and then have to deal with the overdose of questioning from others about it,...anticipated mental exhaustion.
I've already planned it that when I'm not training I'll be reading, mentally further prepping for my fight there in Mexico. I bought a Spanish phrase book and a highly recommended sports psychology book. Just get me to Mexico so I can tune everyone out, turn everything else off in my life and just become so completely consumed with this fight.
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